10 things you wish you could say to 10 different people right now:
1. Once upon a time you were everything to me && because of the hole you left in my heart 2 years ago a lot of people have to suffer with me not trusting them && I am officially jealous and for the longest time it felt like every guy I tried to be with only wanted sex – but I finally forgave you for the dumb things you did and I moved on and couldn’t be happier. Thank you for treating me like crap because if you hadn’t I wouldn’t appreciate Andrew so much – I wish you the best and hopefully you have grown up by now.
2. You wiped my tears when I fell down – drove me to dance & soccer practice as a kid && became my best friend in high school – I cried when I left home to go to college because I missed you and dad so much – but that one weekend if I knew I would have never get to talk to you or see you ever again I would have held onto you for dear life. I will always feel like a part of me is missing without you – I love you dearly mom you have no idea how hard it is without you. I really wish you could have met Andrew, mom he is the man you always told me would come along when I was least expecting to be swept off my feet – he helps me in every way possible. I miss you mom!
3. You used to get on my nerves – you were annoying, nasty and overprotective. Never knew that I’d miss you so much when you weren’t around to make me wanna pull my hair out. I took care of you as much as possible when mom died. . who knew you’d have a heart attack ive had a hard time going on from this – ryan is being nice && Katie is happy again – we all miss you if I had one wish it would be to show you how much I care even though I never showed it – you were everything to me && I mean that. I felt responsible for taking care of you when mom died and I loved every second of it even if I acted like I didn’t.
4. You have helped me a lot and you also annoy me – you dip and talk so country it annoys me. You care about working on trucks and country music. You let me live with you when dad died. You approve of the man im going to marry even though you say no one is good enough for me. I cook and clean for you and in return you’re my best friend and my older brother. If there was a word to describe how you have helped me since I was a little girl it would be inspiring. You inspire me to be a good person and to always try and do the right thing. I know sooner or later I will move on and you’ll have to take care of yourself and I hope you can let me go then because even though im your baby sister you gotta let me spread my wings and fly.
5. Gosh weve been through everything. We have so many stories – good && bad – sad and happy. You have been the one person who I could always depend on no matter what – no matter if I was wrong or right you were behind me anyway. You called the losers who broke my heart and prank called them. You made me dinner and watched the blue collar comedy tour with me when jigar broke up with me. You bought a lifetime supply of dr pepper and wouldn’t let me touch any of it. I called you a whore and I was a bitch. We shared clothes – tears and so many secrets through the years I wouldn’t be the person I am today without you.
6. What can I say about you – well you’re a tad bit crazy but you are a hughes so that’s normal. You’ve been through just as much as me this year – if not more and for that ill always see you as so strong to handle everything you have – your funny smart and have a lot going for you. You mean the world to you && I know if you just have something to believe in things will get better and if not you always have your little sister to hold your hand until you can walk on your own again.
7. You hurt me – lied to me – led me on – talked down to me – cursed me out – broke up with me the day of my dads funeral – basically you kissed my ass for me to take you back && you ignored me for 3 days straight – then you weren’t even man enough to call me so I could dump your sorry ass – you deserve nothing but to be miserable like you made me – I never tried to keep you from your friends you just found any reason to hurt me and leave me. I hope your miserable && alone. In the real world people actually grow up.
8. You meant a lot to me – we had this connection and even though were not together anymore and the breakup pretty much sucked – im glad were friends and your still there for me – you deserve the best sweetheart and I hope you find you a great girl to make you happy
9. I haven’t known you long but you have been a true friend to me – from making me laugh when I’m upset to telling me about you going to walmart buying paint rollers and fabric markers - your becoming my best friend - gay or not – you’re a great friend
10. you are funny always make me laugh – and surely love to eat and smoke some pot. I will think of you as my black white friend – you’re a good friend and having money doesn’t hurt either.
9 things people might not know about you:
1. I have to make my bed before I can get in it.
2. I love krispy kreme doughnuts
3. I would be okay being in love and having nothing in return
4. I love to decorate
5. I am into the twilight saga – ive read all the books
6. when im upset I rock and hold my knees
7. The smell of fresh baked bread and cigerettes reminds me of my grandma
8. I love all music and I love being a dork jumping on my bed singing the songs into a hairbrush
9. im very clumsy – which im surprised I can walk decently in heels
8 ways to win your heart:
1. Have a sense of humor
2. You can have female friends – just prove to me that im the only one you want
3. Hold me when im upset
4. Kiss me softly && with passion && emotion
5. Listen to me and remember what I say – the little things mean the most
6. Do fun things with me
7. Treat me like a princess and express your feelings
8. Give your all into me && be loyal honest and true
7 awesome movies: (also in no particular order. I have way more than 7 but these were the first ones that popped into my head)
1. The notebook
2. Seven pounds
3. Pursuit of happyness
4. Hes just not that into you
5. The madea movies – diary of a mad black women, family reunion, and madea goes to jail
6. The curious case of Benjamin button
7. Sweet home alabama
6 things you do before you fall asleep:
1. Talk to Andrew
2. Brush my teeth
3. Wash my face
4. Get my teddy bear Andrew gave me
5. Get some water
6. Tell Ryan goodnight
5 things you don't like: (no particular order)
4 people who mean a lot:
3. Ryan && katie
3 things you like:
1. Spending money
2 things you want to do before you die:
1. Get married && have children
2. Be successful && travel the world
I am scared of getting hurt so most of the time I put a wall up so no one can get in.