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knicolebrooke
05 August 2009 @ 02:23 pm

100 Truths! After you've filled this out, tag 15 people and have them do the same! TAG!

LAST:
1. Last beverage
diet dr. pepper.
2. Last phone call
Brett 
3. Last text message
Andrew J
4. Last song you listened to
Where the green grass grows – tim mcgraw
5. Last time you cried
pretty much every night lately


HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice
→ yeah dumb move   
7. Been cheated on? yeah
8. Kissed someone & regretted it? I never regret something that once made me smile, but every kiss with Andrew is amazing

9. Lost someone special? yeah a lot more lately it seems
10. Been depressed?
→ yeah
11. Been drunk? Yeah several times

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. pink
13. Sea green
14. Light blue


THIS YEAR HAVE YOU:
15. Made new friends as of 2009
sure have
16. Fallen out of love
no fallen deeper in love
17. Laughed until you cried
yeah
18. Met someone who changed you
Andrew J
19. Found out who your true friends were
yeah actually I have
20. Found out someone was talking about you
they all do whats the difference anymore
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list
no
23. How many kids do you want to have
2
24. Do you have any pets
kitten – named dusty - I love that little guy
25. Do you want to change your name
nahh
26. What did you do for your last birthday
I went to dinner && had a birthday party in my apartment
27. What time did you wake up today
almost 1 haha im a bum
28. What were you doing at midnight last night
Talking to the love of my life
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for
Chicago in 9 weeks
30. Last time you saw your father
3 months ago L
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life
not so much tragedy
32. What are you listening to right now
judge judy
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom
I think so
34. What's getting on your nerves right now?
The fact I cant charge my laptop because when I unplug the charger from the laptop my battery dies.
36. Whats your real name
Caroline Nicole Brooke Hughes
37. Relationship Status
Engaged
38. Zodiac sign: Virgo

39. Male or female
female

40. Elementary
White county elem
41. Middle School
→ white county middle

42. High school white county high
43. Hair color
blondish brown mainly blonde
44. Long or short
medium
45. Height
5’0
46. Do you have a crush on someone? Way way more than that
47. What do you like about yourself?
smile – tan - legs
48. Piercings
7 – 5 in my ears 1- belly 1- nose
49. Tattoos
none yet but Andrew is getting me one for my birthday
50. Righty or lefty
lefty


FIRSTS :
51. First surgery
none
52. First piercing
ears
53. First tattoo—will be a flower on my foot
54. First best friend
Lindsey Driggers
55. First sport you joined
Dance <3
56. First pet
puppy – cocker spaniel
57. First vacation
I cant remember that far back
58. First concert
backstreet boys hahaha
59. First crush
Jonathan Vadi – RIP we miss ya buddy
60. First alcohol drink--> blue hawaiian


RIGHT NOW:
61. Eating
nothing
62. Drinking
nothing
63. I'm about to
talk to customer service when its my turn
64. Listening to
tv commericals
65. Waiting for
my birthday and for Andrew to hurry up and leave so he can come back to me.


YOUR FUTURE :
66. Want kids? definitely
67. Want to get married? I will be getting married soon
68. Careers in mind? Decided to just settle with my cosmotology degree


WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX? (let's call it significant other, shall we?)
69. Lips or eyes
eye
70. Hugs or kisses
gentle kisses
71. Shorter or taller
taller definitely
72. Older or Younger
older
73. Romantic or spontaneous
BOTH
74. Nice stomach or nice arms
both please haha
75. Tattoos or piercings—not covered but some
76. Sensitive or loud
sensitive but not too sensitive. . I don’t loud annoying people
77. Hook-up or relationship
relationship
78. Trouble maker or hesitant
a nice medium

HAVE YOU EVER :
79. Kissed a stranger
yeah
80. Drank hard liquor
yeah
81. Lost glasses/contacts
yeah
82. Sex on first date
never
83. Broken someone's heart
they have broken mine
84. Had your own heart broken
definitely
85. Been arrested? Nope im a good girl
86. Turned someone down
yeah ha ha
87. Cried when someone died
oh yeahhh!
88. Liked a friend that is a girl?
not romantically


DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
89. Yourself
110%
90. Miracles
absolutely
91. Love at first sight -> it happened with Andrew

92. Heaven absolutely
93. Santa Claus
negative its fun for kids though
94. Kissing on the first date? Probally not but according to how the date went

95. Angels for sure

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
96. Is there one person you want to be with right now?
yes of course
97. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time?
no im not a player
98. Do you believe its possible to remain faithful forever?definitely – yes of course
99. What's the one thing you can live without? Drama and heartache
100. Posting this as 100 Truths? no


 
 
Current Mood: frustratedfrustrated
 
 
knicolebrooke
04 August 2009 @ 05:21 am

10 things you wish you could say to 10 different people right now:
1. Once upon a time you were everything to me && because of the hole you left in my heart 2 years ago a lot of people have to suffer with me not trusting them && I am officially jealous and for the longest time it felt like every guy I tried to be with only wanted sex – but I finally forgave you for the dumb things you did and I moved on and couldn’t be happier. Thank you for treating me like crap because if you hadn’t I wouldn’t appreciate Andrew so much – I wish you the best and hopefully you have grown up by now.

 

2. You wiped my tears when I fell down – drove me to dance & soccer practice as a kid && became my best friend in high school – I cried when I left home to go to college because I missed you and dad so much – but that one weekend if I knew I would have never get to talk to you or see you ever again I would have held onto you for dear life. I will always feel like a part of me is missing without you – I love you dearly mom you have no idea how hard it is without you. I really wish you could have met Andrew, mom he is the man you always told me would come along when I was least expecting to be swept off my feet – he helps me in every way possible. I miss you mom!

 

3. You used to get on my nerves – you were annoying, nasty and overprotective. Never knew that I’d miss you so much when you weren’t around to make me wanna pull my hair out. I took care of you as much as possible when mom died. . who knew you’d have a heart attack ive had a hard time going on from this – ryan is being nice && Katie is happy again – we all miss you if I had one wish it would be to show you how much I care even though I never showed it – you were everything to me && I mean that. I felt responsible for taking care of you when mom died and I loved every second of it even if I acted like I didn’t.


4. You have helped me a lot and you also annoy me – you dip and talk so country it annoys me. You care about working on trucks and country music. You let me live with you when dad died. You approve of the man im going to marry even though you say no one is good enough for me. I cook and clean for you and in return you’re my best friend and my older brother. If there was a word to describe how you have helped me since I was a little girl it would be inspiring. You inspire me to be a good person and to always try and do the right thing. I know sooner or later I will move on and you’ll have to take care of yourself and I hope you can let me go then because even though im your baby sister you gotta let me spread my wings and fly.  


5. Gosh weve been through everything. We have so many stories – good && bad – sad and happy. You have been the one person who I could always depend on no matter what – no matter if I was wrong or right you were behind me anyway. You called the losers who broke my heart and prank called them. You made me dinner and watched the blue collar comedy tour with me when jigar broke up with me. You bought a lifetime supply of dr pepper and wouldn’t let me touch any of it. I called you a whore and I was a bitch. We shared clothes – tears and so many secrets through the years I wouldn’t be the person I am today without you.


6. What can I say about you – well you’re a tad bit crazy but you are a hughes so that’s normal. You’ve been through just as much as me this year – if not more and for that ill always see you as so strong to handle everything you have – your funny smart and have a lot going for you. You mean the world to you && I know if you just have something to believe in things will get better and if not you always have your little sister to hold your hand until you can walk on your own again.

 
7. You hurt me – lied to me – led me on – talked down to me – cursed me out – broke up with me the day of my dads funeral – basically you kissed my ass for me to take you back && you ignored me for 3 days straight – then you weren’t even man enough to call me so I could dump your sorry ass – you deserve nothing but to be miserable like you made me – I never tried to keep you from your friends you just found any reason to hurt me and leave me. I hope your miserable && alone. In the real world people actually grow up.

 
8. You meant a lot to me – we had this connection and even though were not together anymore and the breakup pretty much sucked – im glad were friends and your still there for me – you deserve the best sweetheart and I hope you find you a great girl to make you happy

 
9. I haven’t known you long but you have been a true friend to me – from making me laugh when I’m upset to telling me about you going to walmart buying paint rollers and fabric markers  - your becoming my best friend -  gay or not – you’re a great friend

 

10. you are funny always make me laugh – and surely love to eat and smoke some pot. I will think of you as my black white friend – you’re a good friend and having money doesn’t hurt either.

9 things people might not know about you:
1. I have to make my bed before I can get in it.
2. I love krispy kreme doughnuts
3. I would be okay being in love and having nothing in return
4. I love to decorate
5. I am into the twilight saga – ive read all the books

6. when im upset I rock and hold my knees
7. The smell of fresh baked bread and cigerettes reminds me of my grandma
8. I love all music and I love being a dork jumping on my bed singing the songs into a hairbrush

9. im very clumsy – which im surprised I can walk decently in heels


8 ways to win your heart:
1. Have a sense of humor
2. You can have female friends – just prove to me that im the only one you want
3. Hold me when im upset
4. Kiss me softly && with passion && emotion
5. Listen to me and remember what I say – the little things mean the most
6. Do fun things with me  
7. Treat me like a princess and express your feelings
8. Give your all into me && be loyal honest and true

7 awesome movies: (also in no particular order. I have way more than 7 but these were the first ones that popped into my head)
1. The notebook
2. Seven pounds
3. Pursuit of happyness
4. Hes just not that into you
5. The madea movies – diary of a mad black women, family reunion, and madea goes to jail
6. The curious case of Benjamin button
7. Sweet home alabama

6 things you do before you fall asleep:
1. Talk to Andrew
2. Brush my teeth
3. Wash my face
4. Get my teddy bear Andrew gave me
5. Get some water
6. Tell Ryan goodnight

5 things you don't like: (no particular order)
1. ignorance
2. liars
3. cheaters
4. drama
5. arguments

4 people who mean a lot:
1. Andrew
2. parents
3. Ryan && katie
4. Lindsey


3 things you like:
1. Spending money
2. Cooking
3. tanning

2 things you want to do before you die:
1. Get married && have children
2. Be successful && travel the world

1 confession:
I am scared of getting hurt so most of the time I put a wall up so no one can get in.

 
 
Current Mood: tiredtired
 
 
knicolebrooke
03 August 2009 @ 04:09 pm
If you were to make a time capsule today to be opened in 50 years, what would you put in it?
Things that made me happy - an email from my fiance' - pictures of me and friends && my moms obituary - an article of clothing that i love - a wonderful scent && letter to remind me why all these things were important to me.
 
 
Current Mood: hungryhungry
Current Music: Oprah!
 
 
knicolebrooke
30 July 2009 @ 12:00 am

So basically I made this for people to read my thoughts, hear me vent and for me to ramble on about pretty much anything. So i guess I start with the basics, My name is Caroline im 18 and im from a small town in Georgia. I am the youngest of my family. This year has been an extremely hard year for me and my family. It has taken a toll on me and in return I have come out broken.

I have a wonderful fiance' there is another reason why i decided to make this  -  he is leaving for 9 weeks for basic training for the navy seals and dont get me wrong I am very happy for him for pursuing what he loves to do but at the same time im going to miss him terribly. I know I can get through this so I just need somewhere to write down my thoughts and get them processed. 

While he's gone I am going to be lonely and sad so maybe me writing how i feel on here will help me in some way or another?!? who knows either way im going to give this blogging thing a go! 

I wont always have post with words. . sometimes pictures or quotes or even a quiz the fact of this is to help me. . not to entertain you - well maybe just a lil  but anyways i have facebook and myspace as well as this. If you want my name on either one just lemme know. . i am not going to give it out to the entire world to stalk me no thank you!!

 
 
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